Written across my forehead. These men get more brazen by minute. I tell you about them west Indian man..they don't lie they just don't tell the truth.
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
You can never be too tired....
For some good loving. I hate when I hear people use the excuse they tired. What your dick or pussy got to do with you working all day. It was in a stationary position and should be well rested for a good fuck! You ain't tired you just damn lazy!!
Monday, October 22, 2012
I feel like I've lost that....
Drive I had back in 08 when I first starting working out. I was in a peaceful and enjoyable place in my life. Trying to find that center again not sure where I lost it or why. I did too much work to let it all go to waste. I have been hitting the gym downstairs in my apartment for 30 minutes. Then I found myself skipping days and making excuses. I've gained back 45lbs of 105lbs I've lost. But I made a promise to myself I wouldn't gain any of back. The sad part thing is i know why i gained it back because I'm not eating the same as before either. I know I had a lot more free time back then but I still believe I can achieve those same results and better. I don't know I really don't want to look into a trainer but I maybe have of I don't get out of this slump I'm in.
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Changes....continued....
Well a lot has happened since that changes blog in 2010. During my unemployment period for roughly 6 months, I took the time to do some traveling in the midst of continuing my education. I ventured up North as planned, visited Virginia, Maryland, Connecticut, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Florida and even made it back home to Antigua. It was good couple of months and at the end of it still couldn't find a job but as luck would have it my company called my back. They said some new projects were coming in and since i hadn't found anything at the moment i went back...with plan. I was with this company for what was about to be six years that September. I gave myself a time frame, unless they were able to provide me with better benefits and job security they would only get another year of my service. So in mean and between time i continued to search for jobs and routinely came back up north because this where i intended to be.
Over the period year and about two months. I had quite a few bites but none ever really panning it out like i wished they would. Then finally in middle of January I got a call from a temp agency that had seen my resume on career builder and wanted to know if i would be interested in a position to CT. Jackpot!! Of course me being in Atlanta they have a few reservations on if i would make the move, but in being upfront and honest about it. I told them i had already been making moves to get back up there just didn't want to leave without a job. So in short basically letting them know i was willing to make the move. After a few phone interviews and exactly two years later, I landed the job. I had less than a week to pack up my life of 13 plus years and hit the road. My current job knew about my job hunting and my intentions on moving back so there wasn't any surprises when i turned in my resignation. I left on a good note and ensured that the proper coverage was secured in my departure. My managers and co-workers wished my well, and told me i would be great....something i knew but doesn't hurt to hear every now and then. Surprisingly enough i wasn't nervous i knew it would work out as it always had in the past. Not having any kids or rooted ties made the transition much easier.
In a matter of 6 days, I managed to box up majority my stuff and left my Atlanta apartment and made the 15 hour drive to father's in February. I went to my father's with the intention of finding a place within the next month to two months tops. I must say the prices versus what i was getting... i knew was going to be an eye-opener but some of those leasing companies were seriously tripping. However at the end of it and all those weekends spent apartment hunting i was successful and found my apartment mid march and started my new lease in April. Now five months later the job still great, a lot of promising opportunities and nothing but rave reviews from my superiors. I'm very glad i made the move back! I also get my degree next month....who said hard work doesn't get you what you ask for.....to be continued!
Over the period year and about two months. I had quite a few bites but none ever really panning it out like i wished they would. Then finally in middle of January I got a call from a temp agency that had seen my resume on career builder and wanted to know if i would be interested in a position to CT. Jackpot!! Of course me being in Atlanta they have a few reservations on if i would make the move, but in being upfront and honest about it. I told them i had already been making moves to get back up there just didn't want to leave without a job. So in short basically letting them know i was willing to make the move. After a few phone interviews and exactly two years later, I landed the job. I had less than a week to pack up my life of 13 plus years and hit the road. My current job knew about my job hunting and my intentions on moving back so there wasn't any surprises when i turned in my resignation. I left on a good note and ensured that the proper coverage was secured in my departure. My managers and co-workers wished my well, and told me i would be great....something i knew but doesn't hurt to hear every now and then. Surprisingly enough i wasn't nervous i knew it would work out as it always had in the past. Not having any kids or rooted ties made the transition much easier.
In a matter of 6 days, I managed to box up majority my stuff and left my Atlanta apartment and made the 15 hour drive to father's in February. I went to my father's with the intention of finding a place within the next month to two months tops. I must say the prices versus what i was getting... i knew was going to be an eye-opener but some of those leasing companies were seriously tripping. However at the end of it and all those weekends spent apartment hunting i was successful and found my apartment mid march and started my new lease in April. Now five months later the job still great, a lot of promising opportunities and nothing but rave reviews from my superiors. I'm very glad i made the move back! I also get my degree next month....who said hard work doesn't get you what you ask for.....to be continued!
Spring Cleaning.....i know it's summer but still...
I realized that every time i missed Mr Y, all i was missing was the illusion of what i thought he was, what i thought we were together. I surely didn't miss the drama, disappointments, the sex....well sometimes...you know how it goes ;-)......anyways....then it got me thinking why did i allow myself to go through all that. I know better, believe me i know better. Why did i allow myself to fall for this unavailable man......don't i deserve better?! I know i do, but do i really know because my actions seem to say otherwise. What signals am i giving off to be constantly approached by these unavailable men?! Why do i constantly sell myself short!!?
A lot of questions and I'm hoping this spring cleaning with give me answers I'm looking for.....
A lot of questions and I'm hoping this spring cleaning with give me answers I'm looking for.....
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Cant seem to turn my mind off
I keep thinking about pass situations I thought I got over, but I guess I didn't. Not sure what's bringing up these emotions again. Why now!? Wonder of its because I'm here, closer to the situation. One thing I do know I would really like to stop thinking about it. Just not sure how to stop. To be continued.....
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