I realized that every time i missed Mr Y, all i was missing was the illusion of what i thought he was, what i thought we were together. I surely didn't miss the drama, disappointments, the sex....well sometimes...you know how it goes ;-)......anyways....then it got me thinking why did i allow myself to go through all that. I know better, believe me i know better. Why did i allow myself to fall for this unavailable man......don't i deserve better?! I know i do, but do i really know because my actions seem to say otherwise. What signals am i giving off to be constantly approached by these unavailable men?! Why do i constantly sell myself short!!?
A lot of questions and I'm hoping this spring cleaning with give me answers I'm looking for.....
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