Drive I had back in 08 when I first starting working out. I was in a peaceful and enjoyable place in my life. Trying to find that center again not sure where I lost it or why. I did too much work to let it all go to waste. I have been hitting the gym downstairs in my apartment for 30 minutes. Then I found myself skipping days and making excuses. I've gained back 45lbs of 105lbs I've lost. But I made a promise to myself I wouldn't gain any of back. The sad part thing is i know why i gained it back because I'm not eating the same as before either. I know I had a lot more free time back then but I still believe I can achieve those same results and better. I don't know I really don't want to look into a trainer but I maybe have of I don't get out of this slump I'm in.
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