I must have jackass....

Written across my forehead. These men get more brazen by minute. I tell you about them west Indian man..they don't lie they just don't tell the truth.

You can never be too tired....

For some good loving. I hate when I hear people use the excuse they tired. What your dick or pussy got to do with you working all day. It was in a stationary position and should be well rested for a good fuck! You ain't tired you just damn lazy!!

I feel like I've lost that....

Drive I had back in 08 when I first starting working out. I was in a peaceful and enjoyable place in my life. Trying to find that center again not sure where I lost it or why. I did too much work to let it all go to waste. I have been hitting the gym downstairs in my apartment for 30 minutes. Then I found myself skipping days and making excuses. I've gained back 45lbs of 105lbs I've lost.  But I made a promise to myself I wouldn't gain any of back.  The sad part thing is i know why i gained it back because I'm not eating the same as before either. I know I had a lot more free time back then but I still believe I can achieve those same results and better. I don't know I really don't want to look into a trainer but I maybe have of I don't get out of this slump I'm in.