I can seem to get away...

I'm not sure if i really want to. There lies the problem...Here i say over and over "please don't call me. I'm good at holding up my end of the deal i would never call. However you continue to call and when you do i accept your calls. I can only avoid them for so long because you continually try and try....try....try....*sigh* You said you didn't want it and i said cool, yet you still hold on and i allow you to hold on. I've attempted numerous time to let go but you won't allow me to. I honestly need to make a clean break and not look back. You can't give me what i deserve....that much i know!