Worry and more Worry

It's definitely been one "those weeks".

I can' wait for the week to be over and I can find out that information I need to know. All i can is leave it in god's hands and go from there. Of course easier said than done. I find myself constantly worrying ....wondering what if. How did i get here? I shall change. So many mixed emotions i can't even get them out the way i want it. I think maybe if i write them down it will help. However I don't even know where to start. I shall blog some more once I've cleared my mind.

Tuesday 2/9/10 @ 12pm

I have no idea what's going on with me, however lately I have all this excess energy. I have this great need to go out meet new people, discover new places, new opportunities. Anyone that's knows me I'm not one for stepping out my comfort zone. However I've been needing and/or wanting to do this for a minute now. Now the question is how do i go about stepping out of this zone. I find boredom is trying to pushing me back into that zone but I refuse to let it happen. I've made some changes with my exercise routine in attempts to push my self. I still need other changes. stayed tuned we shall see how this works out.